FTW

Hate This messed up feeling...

Everythings Just fucked up...

Damn...

The limit..

How nice... Aerosmith concert... and I didn't get to go...

Thinking it was an all guys thing... I kept quiet...

Guess What..

One of the gfs posted a picture of the concert...

So it wasn't What I had expected it to be Ya?

How nice... this makes me Even more bent on refusing to attend ANY of their group gatherings...

Now I really feel unwelcome...

Very nice feeling indeed...

Fuck this shit...

I'll see how long I can tolerate this... 

Mars VS Venus

How much do men understand about women and vice versa?

A supposed day out watching Fast 6...

ended up w the tickets paid for nothing...

No movie.. no company...

Just because of a word I say..

He says he don't understand me...

Says that seems like when he tries to bring me out, it seems like a burden to me..

How exactly am I to say what's wrong with me.. when I myself don't know what's wrong..

I'm Tired...

Fatigue from the tight schedule during the past two weeks...

Am I wrong to suggest him watching with another friend worrying that I might fall asleep in the middle of the movie?

Am I wrong as a girlfriend to feel that.. I should have slightly more priority over his friends?

Probably the best answer I could have for myself..

Or rather the best way to convince myself... 

Is because We belong to two different world's...

Probably the love ain't deep enough...

I treasure too much that I become over bearing...

He probably loves his friends more that he felt I was unreasonable...

I've got no idea how to communicate...

Really starting to wonder... If it was a  wrong move... to turn back to him..

Could I have been better If I had moved forward?

Rants...

Sometimes I just feel I'm better off alone.........

Rantings....

What's right? What's wrong?

Who's right and who's wrong?

Who is it to judge?

I've done wrong and i feel bad...

But it seems there's no way to salvage my feelings at all...

Keeping to myself....

With no one to tell about...

 Imma going crazy pretty soon...


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